Word Nerd Scribbles: How and Why I Started Blogging

Way back when WordPress was barely WordPress but just after the (not so great) app had arrived, I started blogging primarily to remind the world that I was alive. Being in college forces you to think and make mental connections so much more than day-to-day life does, so at the time, I was filled with Thoughts and Feelings that I wanted to get out. But college also takes up far more of your time than does your average post-graduation life, so while I managed to type up a handful of blog posts about my Thoughts and Feelings, they soon languished in the wake of a stack of books half as tall as me for my English degree.

Maybe not half as tall, but these were for one semester. Yike.

Actually, I started blogging in high school. The now defunct Nerd Girl Scribbles, located at blogger.com at the time. But I was small-ish and had nothing to say, so rebranding happened sometime after.

Because of some nebulous cultural expectation and perhaps as a lingering habit from my days of writing argumentative papers about literature, I began feeling the uneasy need to review the books I read. After graduation, I had lost the classroom environment that encouraged discussion about assigned reading. I wanted to talk about the little narrative things I had noticed. You might say, well why didn’t you join a book club? I did, in fact. But they read books I didn’t enjoy so I ghosted. Instead, I began writing book reviews after closing the pages of Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo. I loved it so much, had such a many things to say about it, and wanted the world to know about this book. (The world already knew about this book. I was late to the game.) After that, I kept up the book reviews and readers started following me for my thoughts about the random things I read. Wild.

The Friday before I was to take a one-week vacation, I was using my phone at work when I wasn’t supposed to, scrolling through Facebook. I came across the original post shown above, which asks the reader to describe them the way an author would in a book. As I went to repost, I knew no one would go along with the request, because effort. But people love to hear about themselves and I like to observe others, so. The offer to write character descriptions about the people who commented was born.

I wrote _thirty_ character descriptions. And surprise, surprise, people wrote some about me in return. I spent my whole vacation on this and it was a wonderful exercise in metaphor, finding my voice, and learning to tell a story in a few paragraphs. I also realized later, after hearing from my friends and family on why they decided not to participate, that I may have by accident revealed a little more about people than is usual. Shrug. Sometimes you just know a person. Sometimes you don’t know what’s a secret.

I wanted to keep all the character descriptions, not lose them to the vagaries of Facebook timelines. And hey, I already had a blog. One dedicated to a love of words. So each description got copied over and I had about half a year’s worth of content scheduled out.

Those were the good old days.

When those posts began to run out, I knew I wanted to keep posting weekly stories to keep my writing in front of the eyes of readers. My favorite show of all time is Mushishi, a serial story about a man who can see strange organisms not visible to everyone, phenomena closer to the source of life than anything else, and he makes his living by traveling across the country to help people troubled by these creatures. He’s gentle, patient, and kind, more willing to find a way around killing. I also at some point had started a (second or third or fifth) Deviantart profile. When I worked at Barnes & Noble, Mumford & Sons songs played on the overhead far more often than I would have liked, but one line always stuck out to me. “I’m a hopeless wanderer.” I tried to use that phrase, hopeless wanderer, as my username. It was, of course, already taken. So I twisted it into hopeful wanderer. Because as Brave Saint Saturn said, the bravest thing of all is always hope.

Those of you who follow my blog probably know where this went. I wanted to write a story about a person who never settled down, who was kind in their encounters with strange things, and I wanted very much to write about encounters with strange things. I had at the time begun toying with the idea of a neutral reader experience, that a lack of details about a main character viewed through first person could remove the lens of the author between the reader and the experience. Allow them to fall into the story themselves.

I suffer from depression. Or maybe I struggle with depression, because I fight the void every time it comes creeping back up. When one day I got my head above the briny waves of a depressive episode yet again, all these elements came together to create the first Hopeful Wanderer flash fic, A Barren Heart, which is about surviving depression again and again. For the last two years, I have written a Hopeful Wanderer tale (almost) every week. At the time of writing this article, we are ten episodes away from a total of one hundred!

Beyond the work of getting my words connected to readers – of newsletters and likes and follower counts and asking for patrons – the best part has always been the continued creation of this character and this world, of never knowing week to week what the Wanderer may see or do or learn. Sometimes, whatever life thing I’m grappling with slips into the subtext. Sometimes that thing gets noticed by readers, who find resonance with that subtext in themselves. The best part has been the connection. Of knowing that I am indeed alive, and that other people know that fact, too.

Thanks for reading!

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9 thoughts on “Word Nerd Scribbles: How and Why I Started Blogging

  1. I do find that blogging and connecting with others from across the globe helps me deal with my blues too. Thanks for sharing this piece, even though a lot of vulnerability is involved.

    1. Sometimes it’s good to be open, so those struggling with the same or similar problems can find you. I’m glad to hear blogging helps you, friend. Keep on trekking.

  2. It is interesting how everyone has a different story. I enjoyed reading this, and I absolutely love reading about the adventures of the Hopeful Wanderer. I submitted a piece of flash fiction to a contest (still waiting for results) that was inspired by this wanderer. Basically, the main character is a villain very loosely based on the wanderer. Or maybe the Hopeful Wand

    You have an interesting story behind the name of the Hopeful Wanderer. Is there any specific time you plan to stop? If so, it would be really cool if you compiled every flash fiction piece in the series into an ebook of sorts. I would buy it and I’m sure others would too. 😊

    1. Whoops! Looks like I forgot to finish a sentence. 😅 As I was saying…

      Basically, the main character is a villain very loosely based on the wanderer. Or maybe the Hopeful Wanderer IS a villain… I love how many questions your stories leave us with.

      1. It’s ridiculously flattering to know my character has inspired your piece! I’d be interested in reading it sometime, if you wouldn’t mind.

      2. I’m going to post it on my blog once the contest is over. I’m glad you’re interested in reading. However I don’t know if it’s going to be confusing exactly how my character relates to the hopeful wanderer, because even I can’t point my finger on the ways he/she is similar to the wanderer, and I wrote the story… anyway, when I publish it I will send a link here.

    2. I’m not sure when I plan to stop, but I do expect to compile a certain number of them into an anthology. I’m thinking I’ll start working on it at the 100 posts mark (which is soon!). There will be more work to do, but I’ll definitely keep my readers posted. Thanks for the boost of confidence; I’m glad at least one person will be interested!

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